Welcome to my world? For years it has been shattered from the stains of love so misguided. I only have a stone cold heart left for me to bare. The arrow cut deep inside my chest that night. When she forsaken me left me to seek the love of another. But my pride I could not hide this love had fallen from heaven and from that I can not hide. Torn and bitter my broken heart the would not mend I could not even pretend. My eyes bloodshot and cold staring at the stars at night. Whispering to myself "Oh where did I go wrong". There is no mystery we had no history. She left me cold almost dead. I walked with a stoop my head to the ground wondering what was next for this clown now that my woman has left town.
Dreams are not reality there for a night then puff there gone. Now I only have my dreams to carry on. Its like words to an old love song. Hearts must be broken before they can go on. Her love was all I lived for she was my partner for so long. The question is can I get over her and carry on. I have only me to blame I should of seen it coming her wicked ways the spoken words they hurt even now words hurt the spirit driving deep into the soul. Her words so calculated they torn me down inside I had trouble and sorrow an the way. Silver tears shed I miss her head lying beside me in out bed. The careless words she whispered in my ear at night. I though it would last forever but on that faithful night I missed my sweet darling as she dashed for the door never turning to say goodbye. I will always miss her even now its been six months I still call out her name in my dreams at night. I feel twisted and abondon well I must somehow carry on. Find another lover to replace what I have lost. But it will never be the same for me under the big oak tree. Where we kissed for the first time in our hour of innocents.
My prayers they go unanswered at least it seems that way to me. I could never love another as much as I love my Carolyn Ann she meant the world to me. Well tomorrow is another day and another prayer I will pary hoping it will not go unanswered like the day before. I say please Lord send me another like my Carolyn Ann I promise I will be a better man.
Fallen is this wonderful man with out a lover to love. Broken is his heart of Gold melting every moment of every day that this love from heaven stays away. I looking high and low for that angel I was promised in my early days. She must be hiding somewhere or got caught in the rain. I would walk beside her and hold her hand so tight. My angel would have found me from my shining light. Im like the lighthouse keeper the keeper of the night shining for the ships to safely come to shore on the cold and stormy night. My lover come to me from far away over the sea.
Dear Lady call my name I'll be your lover just the same. For in this dark dark night I found the angel of the light. Promised to me in my younger days. When I was just a little lad calling out her name.